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Life sucks but at least I`m passing...Kinda

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2 months ago - Friday 4/22/22 - 3:04:06 PM EST (GMT-5)
I have 2 exams in 1 week.
I hate all my friends.
I need a job.
HS sucks.

All of my teachers keep putting out so much work even though they know we literally are about to take very important exams that we have to pass in order to not go to summer-school.
I'm literally freaking out about this, I am not ready whatsoever.
I have made a plan next week, every day is going to be hardcore studying everyday after school. I will go through everything I've learned and just push myself into it.

2nd sucky thing
I hate all of my friends.
yeah I know that's what high school is about but I'm not gonna go through high school alone
they constantly ignore me,hang out with me and it sucks.
I'm just there as a background object they go to when their bored and I hate it.

2 months ago - Friday 4/22/22 - 3:10:50 PM EST (GMT-5)
3rd problem

I can't focus on anything anymore
It feels like I'm going in and out of conciseness
Like I'm bobbing in and out of water barely hanging on
tbh that's kinda how I feel about life now, I feel so out of place

I used to be so different, I was happier but now everything is changing and I don't know what to do anymore.
I need to be somewhere else and do something else. I didn't need just a long break
I need to do something different, something important

I just feel alone.
And I'm not sure what to do anymore.
2 months ago - Friday 4/22/22 - 11:51:01 PM EST (GMT-5)
I have no words for you, high school really does suck. It really was tiny moments I had with myself and friends that gave me this idea of "wow I think after I get out of here things will be different"

Even now that I'm out of that time of my life things aren't like PERFECT but I find comfort in knowing I will never have to go through that all again.
2 months ago - Saturday 4/23/22 - 11:39:45 AM EST (GMT-5)
Life is a constant uphill battle a lot of times unfortunately. Don’t pretend this is an escape. People are always going to be people. There’s no place to hide from it. Find things to turn to. Exercise. Reading. Spending time in nature. Satiate your curiosity. And be sure to let yourself rest too.
2 months ago - Saturday 4/23/22 - 12:37:39 PM EST (GMT-5)
Wanted to comment earlier but had no idea what to say but I think the people above explained it perfectly. Highschool is literally so difficult, all I can really say is keep at it and remember to breathe homie! It'll be summer soon.
1 month ago - Monday 5/9/22 - 3:06:51 PM EST (GMT-5)
An update:

My exams were extremely easy though I still have finals but it'll be easy. I have a couple of good friends but I don't really have many classes with them.
School gets out in 12 days.
School constantly piles more and more work on me but it's fine because in most of my classes we aren't really learning anymore.
My mental health is getting better but I'm just tired all the time so my heads been off
pride month is next month so that's cool

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